My Angel (year Two)

My GOSH!

In a couple months, my little one, will be two! How did this happen? How did my sweet little baby girl become an independent little person that has her own personality, likes, dislikes, and needs? When did she learn to speak, to take her clothes off, to eat on her own? Did it happen when I was stressed out about getting her fed, my thesis written, and managing my husbands mood swings? When did I miss this?

Every second of the day is so precious. I often have to stop myself and remind myself that I will lose some very important moments if I don’t stand back and take a breath as she climbs out of her crib 500 times at 9 p.m. and I am exhausted. I try to stand back and watch her learn to get out of the crib, to gather her little babies *3 little babies* and bring them to me for kisses, how she gets out of bed and the first word she stays is “Mommy”.  I have never loved any human being so much. I miss her when she is sleeping, I want to hold her all day, play with her, learn with her…

She is the most incredible human being! She was and has been my Savior. God gave her to me. I am not lonely any more, my heart doesn’t hurt, and my husband and I get along MUCH MUCH better. I prayed and prayed for something between he and I to change, and only realized a month ago that Aubrey was the answer to my prayers. She was the answer in so many ways. I am a sentimental fool, and I am not ashamed of it. I feel that if you love someone as much as I love my daughter that everyone should know.

I ADORE MY DAUGHTER!